Confidence.

I used to not know the answer to this question: If you could be anyone for a day who would you be?
Well, there was Lily Evans, but she's fictional, and I guess it doesn't really count. Now, I realise it's Evanna Lynch. She's a big Harry Potter fan who got to play her favourite character in the book, she's gorgeous, she's friends with Dan, Emma, Rupert, Tom, Matt... the list goes on, she's friends with Starkid, everyone loves her, she's met and knows JK Rowling, she's currently at leakycon, and tonight, she's on a date with Joey Richter at the Yule Ball. She's living my dream.

However, I also realised, it's doing me no good to sit here in front of my computer jealously, pouting, and being sad. Like Evanna said in her blog post (here), people need to let themselves be free to do things. People need to be confident about themselves, and I severely lack that. I will try my hardest to be confident, starting now.

That movie that just came out.

What do I even say??

Well, I got to the theatre at nine (I was going to go earlier, but I had to finish the scarf), and so many people were dressed up, it was insanity. I was so amazing. I'll post pictures later. I saw lots of amazing Bellatrix costumes, I saw a Hedwig and a Fawkes, Harry, Fred and George.... but the best was.... JAMES POTTER! Well it was four girls, one was James, one was Lily, one was Sirius, and one was Remus, and they had a little plushie mouse for Wormtail. I took lots of pictures with them, I'll probably post some later.

Anyways, it was bittersweet. It's just like Neville said. Harry's still here. He's in our hearts. I think I'll do a reaction video when I wake up.

I am so very tired right now, it's almost 4:30am. I got home at 3, but I was talking to my friend who is in summer school, and he was still up at 3am trying to finish his homework. Poor guy.

Goodnight, my life is over.

tears, tears.. for Sirius Black. ♥

I was watching FRIENDS in my basement while I was knitting my Gryffindor scarf, but when I finished the whole disc (season 6, disc 3-- I think it was), I decided to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Right when the movie ended, my mum came downstairs to get something, and I was still sobbing hysterically. She was asking what was wrong, and I just kept repeating, "He just died, he just died." She just pulled me in for a hug. She asked me if I had a fever or something, because I was so hot, and she was like, "You're so full of emotion, your body has completely heated up." The worst part was that I couldn't tell her who died, because she's in the middle of reading Prisoner of Azkaban, and it would ruin everything, if she knew I was sad a bout Sirius dying. I started bawling when Sirius said, "Nice one, James" to Harry. It shattered my heart.

I just feel so terrible for Sirius. His best friend died, because his other best friend betrayed them, and then he goes to jail for it, for 13 years. Then when he's reunited with one of his best friends, and sees Harry again, and seeing just how much he looks like James, the one who caused it all escapes, yet again. Not even two years later, he dies for his godson. How sad is that?! I just love his character so much.

I am sorry that my blog been rather crappy lately, it's just that there is so much going on, and Harry Potter coming out in 2 days just isn't helping it.

It's been a while...

Don't think I abandoned this blog, because I didn't! It has really been a while. So let me fill you in.

From June 30 to July 3, I went down to the states (Syracuse, Virginia Beach, and Delaware). I, being the idiot I am, somehow dropped (or someone might of stolen) my camera at a beach. But I bought a new one yesterday.

Anyways, yesterday morning, I had started knitting a red and gold scarf for a very special event happening this summer. The Deathly Hallows premiere on July 15th! But, Holly told me that on the evening of July 13th, at Chapters(local bookstore), there's a Harry Potter evening costumes, and everything! Which means my scarf must be finished by then. I will take a picture of it to show you guys when it is finished.

I cannot believe that the last movie is just days away, everything is happening so quickly, it's a little ridiculous.

Yesterday, I went over to my friend Katie's house, and all I have to say to you about that is, never ever drink a NOS energy drink if you are not planning on having an all-nighter. I will definitely get some of that for Deathly Hallows.