tears, tears.. for Sirius Black. ♥

I was watching FRIENDS in my basement while I was knitting my Gryffindor scarf, but when I finished the whole disc (season 6, disc 3-- I think it was), I decided to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Right when the movie ended, my mum came downstairs to get something, and I was still sobbing hysterically. She was asking what was wrong, and I just kept repeating, "He just died, he just died." She just pulled me in for a hug. She asked me if I had a fever or something, because I was so hot, and she was like, "You're so full of emotion, your body has completely heated up." The worst part was that I couldn't tell her who died, because she's in the middle of reading Prisoner of Azkaban, and it would ruin everything, if she knew I was sad a bout Sirius dying. I started bawling when Sirius said, "Nice one, James" to Harry. It shattered my heart.

I just feel so terrible for Sirius. His best friend died, because his other best friend betrayed them, and then he goes to jail for it, for 13 years. Then when he's reunited with one of his best friends, and sees Harry again, and seeing just how much he looks like James, the one who caused it all escapes, yet again. Not even two years later, he dies for his godson. How sad is that?! I just love his character so much.

I am sorry that my blog been rather crappy lately, it's just that there is so much going on, and Harry Potter coming out in 2 days just isn't helping it.